May 2012
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April 2012
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January 2012
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Chapter January, Mon 02 '12
Dear Tumblr,
Happy new year. I’m still 20 y.o until next february. I’m still gloomy and negative. Yesterday was g8. You know I’m happy enough… But yah, sad at the same time. We set a lot of fireworks, and since the house is on the hill we could see all over the island down there. It was flooded by a fireworks all over the island, you could see the night sky turn to be...
December 2011
2 posts
Hello tumblr…
Its been a week in Manado. Many things happened. The 1st day I arrived at the house I stay, I immediately feels “yah… Its home”
Home, but just that its not for me. LOL
My heartache in everyday, bcs that I envy to them, to have this kind of “happy family”-air, while me… I never have one, u know even one chance never happened to me for...
I love u so much!
Dear my love of time,
I can be myself when I am with you. Your idea of romance is dim lights, soft music, and just the two of us. Because you make me feel like I have never felt before. I can tell you anything, and you won’t be shocked. Your undying faith is what keeps the flame of our love alive. You and me together, we can make magic. We’re a perfect match. Thinking of you fills me...
November 2011
10 posts
To Rain
It’ll never be good…
Heaven’s doors closed…
Its dark yet so cold…
Pain on the back bone not as much as the pain I could feel inside…
Could you feel the solace in silence ?
Watching the fear frightened me deep down in my heart…
Like the drying dried tree..
Watching the leaves falls out one by one…
Left the broken roots, screaming for the...
17th Nov 2011
Dear tumblr,
I got the msg in the morning. And its make my day enough. Well 2nd day in the hospital, nothing change… Still cannot sit cannot walk cannot move as much as I wanted.
Done the USG today, they said there’s nothing is wrong w/ my organs on my stomach. So its pure bcs of my back bone.
Nah, 2mrw the Bone specialist (call it that way yah) will taking care of me, my bone. I...
16 Nov 2011
Dear tumblr,
Its quite weird now, it was like some days ago I came here for my sister go in the hospital because of the illness. And then today, right on 8 pm I’m in hurry go to the hospital emergency.
Yeah… Slipped and causing my lower back bone broken… Cannot do any surgery since it cause me blind. Pretty complicated huh?
Another things I hate from the hospital...
I wish I could turn back times and make e’things alright…
Dear My Andre~
I don’t think I have ever told you how I felt the first time we met. You were so cute and your deep warm eyes were so fascinating, I felt like I could lose myself in them.
I never use to believe in love at first sight, but that day when our eyes met, my heart raced and felt like it would burst out of my chest. It was like the home run feeling, that jump over the fence...
When we first fell in love
I thought that nothing could compare
To the magical romance
That you and I had come to share.
But as time passed, feelings deepened,
And our closeness grew
The romance turned into
A real and lasting love with you.
You care for me in all the ways
I want and need so much.
I’ve felt your warmth and tenderness
With every word and touch.
I know I can...
Just saying...
I cant explain the way I feel for you
With any words I say or actions I do
I don’t know if you can really see
That you mean everything to me
Your the one I’ve been looking for
And now I’ve got you I wont look anymore
I’d never cheat & would never lie
Because I don’t want what we have to die
I hope whenever I see you my heart beats fast
Like it does now,...
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Without you, the city falls asleep softly,
Without you, the color disappears slowly,
Without you, the trees forget the wind,
Without you, the night is chagrined.
Without you, my music does not amaze,
Without you, my hours are days,
Without you, my heart gets bored,
Without you, my steps are too heavy and not labored.
Without you, my thoughts prevent me from going to bed,
Without you, I...
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My dearest Andre ♥,
I’ve been meaning to write this letter for awhile, I’ve never had a hard time saying what I feel but that seems to have changed ever since I met you. Even now, I’m finding it difficult to write down everything you have given me. How can I begin to write down the love I have known? So let me describe the gift you have given me, because mere words aren’t enough.
I know that...
October 2011
3 posts
Come home please...
Please come home, I miss you so. More then you could, Possibly know. Things have changed, Since you’ve been gone. No one to talk to And no shoulder to cry on. Our family and your friends We all cried so much. We miss you and your laugh You’re voice and soft touch. I miss you and your smile. I could add to this list, Of everything I miss, But there’s no end, it doesn’t...
Him
Him…one word that means so much to me. A simple reaching from Him,a msg left,a txt and my heart soars. I try not to say too often those four letters that mean so much to many. Not because i don’t want do, oh i do so very much. I wish i could tell Him every day, let Him see and feel just what he’s become to me. But i cannot do this, i have my role, i must protect our hearts, keep...
I'm Sorry...
First of all you need to know that this is not your fault, It’s mine, for I locked my problem inside me like a vault, Problems that I was never able to tell you, Problems that I’m sick of dealing with. I’m through. I’m sick of pretending that everything’s alright, I’m sick of having all these emotional demons to fight. I can’t take my depressing life...
September 2011
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Of a Kind: 46 Fashion Designers You Should Be... →
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Fashion Week is hectic and exhausting—even if your front-row seat is your Tumblr dashboard. But it’s also fun, and whenever it’s over, we feel a sense of, “Well, what now?” So, to keep you (and us) entertained throughout the year, we compiled a list (alphabetized, NBD) of fashion…
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August 2011
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“Life is an opportunity, benefit from it. Life is a beauty, admire it. Life is a...”
– DigitalPaper | tumblr
Don't you agree ? ;)
The most selfish 1 letter word - I - avoid it. The most satisfying 2 letter word - We - use it. The most poisonous 3 letter word - Ego - kill it. The most used 4 letter word - Love - value it. The most pleasing 5 letter word - Smile - keep it. The fastest spreading 6 letter word - Rumour - ignore it. The hardest working 7 letter word - Success - achieve it. The most enviable 8 letter word -...
Yeah sometimes...
Sometimes all you can give is love Sometimes all you have is not enough Sometimes life is like a dream Sometimes dreams aren’t what they seem Sometimes laughter can heal your heart Sometimes it’s laughter that breaks it apart Sometimes the world goes faster than you can go Sometimes even fast is still too slow Sometimes going home is the only thing on your mind Sometimes home is the only...
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“Sometimes you just can’t open up to someone.
Not because you don’t trust them....”
– DigitalPaper | tumblr
I've learned...
I’ve learned that we don’t have to change friends,If we understand that friends change. I’ve learned that something that you do in an instant, can give you heartache for life . I’ve learned that you should always leave loved ones with loving words, it may be that last time you see them. I’ve learned that we are responsiable for what we do, no matter how we feel....